The thing is you can never really gets your hopes up knowing that you'll just get let down once again. No matter what they say, who they are, or what they promise it never seems to end well. Thinking this time will be different, thinking everything may just be okay, thinking wrong. Life doesn't seem to work that way. It doesn't seem to work out the way I want it. I don't have a fairy tale in mind, just a happy ending. Just for something, just one thing to turn out right. Believing has gotten me nowhere but here. You said you believed in me? what happened to that? What happened to all those promises all those laughs and smiles. I was always there whenever you needed me, but we all know the world hates me. just like everyone else

The thing about religion I don't get is people try to change your opinion and beliefs? Why? So you could be like them? what's wrong with what I think? It may not be real but if you just believe in it enough... no wrong.. believing leads to nowhere but down from here. So why do we still believe? Still try to look for God? My mom once told me that its better to think there is a God. But is it really better? or is he just an excuse for your miserable life? or what's going on in this screwed up world. Friends or God, Life or death, either way you'll just have to deal. Hide those tears, put on that fake smile, get up, and act like everythings fine.